I can't seem to get over breaking up with my girlfriend a few months ago. She broke up with me, and we have a daughter together so we need to see each other still, which makes it harder than it might be otherwise.
She's a great person, and I think as break ups go this has been the most agonizing, the feelings of loss are so intense and I can't seem to get any relief from the overwhelming feelings of grief.
I've had a lot of suicidal thoughts, and it seems like such a high school reaction, but I suppose that many people have thoughts like that after losing a relationship with someone they care about so much. Being someone with manic depression, it seems I am more vulnerable to suicidal thoughts anyway, even without losing a relationship that meant a lot to me.